Tuesday, February 2, 2010

I Still...

I Still…


I don’t know, but I think I love you
I know it’s too late for me to say so,
Co’z you’ve drawn back the love you have for me
But I wanted to say: Please don’t give up on me!

You gave up for the thought that I don’t love you too
But, is it a sin to realize that I love you
When it’s too late?
Oh! What a terrible feeling I’ve felt that night.

Now that you’re gone
I regret for the things undone,
How I wished you could see my broken heart
And know that it’s falling apart.

I’m sorry too, for I knew I’ve hurt you
But I didn’t intend to,
Now you call me names that I don’t deserve
Thinking that I’m a betrayer, what a nerve!

You just don’t know how it hurts inside,
But I couldn’t bear the feelings to hide
I just don’t know
But I’m starting to hate you too.

Now that I’m left behind,
I’m aching for our friendship unbinds.
Even if you’re just near me,
But I feel you’re miles away from me.

I know you’ve caused such pain
And seeing you would just make my blood drain.
How hard I’ve tried to move on
But I know it’s not easy as eating corn.

I’m always telling myself you don’t deserve me
That you can’t make me a tea.
You’re not the right guy for me
That can make me really happy.

But it doesn’t change anything
I still want you to know how much I love you.
I still want to tell you this single piece
I still… care